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Hiraeth

by National Steel

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1.
Hiraeth 03:02
Take all the grievous signs when you’re down again All these lives behind; but you never know what to wait for Now and then you get a glimpse of something deep down inside you But there’s no more ways to go home there’s no more roads to lead home All the days past have left you numb But may the sun shine on days to come When you fear what you’ve become in the dead of night Stoned, cold, and hiraeth Longing for a sense of place when you fall again Keep all the memories but you never know which are real Now and then you get a glimpse of some place down inside you But there’s no more ways to go home there’s no more roads to lead home All the days past have left you numb But may the sun shine on days to come When you fear what you’ve become in the dead of night Stoned, cold, and hiraeth
2.
There’s a moment in time when everything falls away When there's nothing to know and nothing left to say When I’m falling behind the stars in your eyes keep calling me home Please just give me a sign Something to hold when the waves start breaking again I’m hiding alone like the sun on a rainy day I’m down in this hole just looking for a way I’m taking my time memories don’t go away I’m closing my eyes to give this old heart away When I’m falling behind the stars in your eyes keep calling me home
3.
No Memory 03:26
There ain’t nothing left here for us now Nothing we can do anyhow There ain’t nothing I could say that could ever change your mind Nothin I can do to turn back the hands of time There ain’t no Memory in my mind that could ever compare To watching you breathlessly coming down the stairs Now the wind blows cold outside your door But the tears they don’t fall for you anymore I once had the key to unlock your heart But now that key don’t fit the hole and darling I don’t fit the part There ain’t no Memory in my mind that could ever compare to you kissing my forehead running your fingers through my hair Now things just couldn’t stay the same Because everybody grows and then they change All the plans that we once had are gone And I just can’t get used to you darling never coming home There ain’t no Memory in my mind that could ever compare To coming home to find you no longer care
4.
Without You 02:39
When time gets in the way and the moments are gone All the old scenes appear Like stars in this sky When you do what's right your doors will open At the dawn’s first light I’m dreading the days to come days to come, days to come cause I’m finding It’s a waste without you it’s a waste without you I’m finding it’s a waste without you at the end of the day] When life gets in the way and love is left on the floor All the old signs appear like clouds in the sky When you’re scared you might close doors still open When it’s dark as night I’m dreading the days to come days to come, days to come Cause I’m finding It’s a waste without you it’s a waste without you I’m finding it’s a waste without you at the end of the day
5.
I moved your picture From my walls And I replaced them Both large and small And each new day Finds me so blue Nothing Takes the place of you I read your letters one by one And I still love you When it's all said and done And oh, my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh nothing Takes the place of you I, I write this letter It's raining on my window pane I, I feel the need of you Because without you Nothing seems the same So I'll wait Until you're home Again I love you But I'm all alone And oh my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh, but nothing takes the place of you
6.
The cold dawn We were standing there in the rain The twilight had/is faded and gone away But we fought on When the dreams had fallen astray Give ‘em back or give ‘em up But don’t give ‘em away Hey now We’ve all been too naive But when it comes around The feeling still grows Hold on to my heart Hold on to my name When this feeling turns to anger and it’s all slipping away Leaving me here on a long night dark and cold Don’t leave me alone Hope on When you're dreaming a brand new day The old times (the daylight) Made it too hard to carry the weight But we fight on When the dreams are falling away Give ‘em back or give ‘em up But don’t give ‘em away Hey now We all need some time to grieve But when it comes around The feeling still grows Hold on to my to heart Hold on to my name When this feeling turns to anger and it’s all slipping away Leaving me here on a long night dark and cold Don’t leave me alone
7.
When your mind is in the way are you gonna find the time To silence all the sirens in your heart In times when lies are called the truth In days when fear is sold as proof Go find ways to go and spread the light and take good care of me and you When the lies are here to stay Is there a way to walk the line When they’ve trampled the horizons in your heart In times when lies are called the truth In days when fear is sold as proof Find ways to go and spread the light and take good care of me and you
8.
Mercy holds the night like a child Streaking sunlight from a wink and a smile And the softness of your memory is blowing my mind Like the coldness of the goodbye you’re hiding behind tonight Drowning my soul with the blink of an eye Still the world with a softly held sigh Now I’m not looking for the right words to say And I don’t expect things to turn out my way tonight And the river won’t run and the sun it won’t set Stars wouldn’t shine without you I bet Lord knows that I don’t want to be here like this tonight The pain and the sadness just keeps getting worse Loneliness won’t kill you but you goddamn it hurts And I feel like I did everything I could Loneliness won’t kill me I just wish that it would tonight
9.
Every time the siren calls and I'm finding my way from home Carrying all the weight of lives in the fog of a dream alone Soul aside and memories drive me on in search of rhyme I raise myself to southern skies and call on the sun to shine We're living down these years like a shadow that’s lengthened away but the memories are comforting somehow No regrets and no remorse in the shadow of such a time The only thing to care about now is who will get left behind Desperate nights and solemn days in the tone of a wailing ode Cast my sounds out to the sky to return from whence they go We hide behind a veil of the sorrow long after we go but the memories are comforting somehow We hide behind a veil of the sorrow long after we go but the memories are comforting somehow but the memories are comforting for now
10.
Stand 03:09
We’re lost at the end of a dream but there’s a place in this world for all who believe We've got time on our hands blood in the streets and a past in the way Stand when the bleeding is done It’s all down to you once again Stand when our grieving is done It’s all down to us once again Are you up for the fight? Walls come crashing around without a sound but they're gone all the same Only time here will tell what leads us to stand but not to rebel Stand when the bleeding is done It’s all down to you once again Stand when our grieving is done It’s all down to us once again Are you up for the fight?
11.
Why do my skies turn so gray every time you go away you leave like a late autumn day I’m tired of feeling so blue every time I’m without you Because it’s in the way you make it all brand new it’s in the way that you do The moon’s hanging low tonight I’m keeping you right by my side I’ll follow you down to the end It’s much too early to be in love so why am I thinking of spending the rest of my days with you if you’d say you’d love me true Because it’s in the way you make it all brand new its in the way that you do

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The fourth record from National Steel, "Hiraeth," draws on American roots influences from 1950s and 1960s pop, R&B/soul, and country to create songs and a sound that are simultaneously retro and contemporary.

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released March 20, 2019

All songs written and produced by Michael Hattem

All vocals and instrumentation by Michael Hattem except:
Saxophone on “This Old Heart”: Nate Madsen
Pedal Steel on “Loneliness Won’t Kill You”: Reggie Duncan
Cello on “It’s in the Way”: Daniel González

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National Steel Galesburg, Illinois

National Steel is the retro lo-fi Americana/Indie Pop recording project of Michael Hattem, who, in addition to writing the songs and playing almost all of the instruments, self-produces the records. Referred to as "cosmological freak-out Americana" by one reviewer, National Steel melds indie folk songwriting with retro pop instrumental and production sensibilities. ... more

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