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Threnody

by National Steel

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1.
I won’t fall back in line I can't hear what you say The world seems to share my fear and I won't get in its way I can't speak for you But I speak for myself The tradewinds are blowing hard And I’m not trusting myself And I say All leaves fall down All leaves fall down All leaves fall down But some ride the wind away Some ride the wind away The pieces don't go Yeah, they no longer fit And no matter where I turn I'm drowning in cold stares and sin I hear a sad lonesome sound In the moonlight's tall glow And it all came crashing down But how, how could I know? And I say All leaves fall down All leaves fall down All leaves fall down But some ride the wind away Some ride the wind away
2.
All our lives are the same We’re all following the stars to get home Don’t waste it all And watch your time steal away Tell yourself it’s all right Counting down the days while you wait Don’t waste a fall Nothing here will last anyway Time out of mind You’re just like everyone Mind out of time You cast your eyes to the sun We’re out here making a sound And we're feeling around And I’m falling in time But the sun still shines There’s nothing to say Cause we're fading away While we’re figuring out How to hold on now All my prayers are now gone Dreaming up your days cool and fine Don’t waste a call Don’t tell yourself it’s a shame With all my hopes on the line We’re nothing but some stardust and time And I can see that I’m A mind out of time either way Time out of mind You’re just like everyone Mind out of time You cast your eyes to the sun We’re out here making a sound And we're feeling around And I’m falling in time But the sun still shines There’s nothing to say Cause we're fading away While we’re figuring out How to hold on now
3.
The empty space between me and you comes and goes but I’ve tried to keep holding on And if you leave, take my heart with you should you go with all of the past still lingering on But take me down and I’ll follow you Take your time as you brood in the moonlight hour on all these roads we’re traveling down And in my heart I can hear all the songs you sang but every song must come to an end Take me down and I’ll follow you I’ll fall again today please come and get away but I’m glad that I found you at all In the end, we’re just looking to find a way to get us through each and every day But take me down and I’ll follow you
4.
I can’t break your fall when you’ve taken your side The feeling is all around now Finding your way through places in time The moment is all we have now And any old signs now are gone The feeling is often not right Leaving your days knowing yesterday’s gone The future is past to you now And I’d go down again with you Can’t wait for your call; won’t softly abide The sorrow that’s all around now Watch as the days shame the solace of youth The past isn’t dead to you now And all the old signs now are gone Our timing was often not right You need a way to remember the time When what came before is now gone And I’d go down again with you
5.
Hearing all your memories call Every day is wasted chasing a moment That fades away into the sublime Abandon all your notions of sin Waiting for your life to begin as you feel it Dim the light that shines in your eye We’re all down or falling over But getting up will come in time And we're all gone or going away Calling all to side with the truth That’s tearing at the sleeve of your youth and is showing The frightened child hiding inside The river is deep and the mountain is high Where ancient chords and mythical signs are hiding Like echoes in the back of your mind We’re all down or falling over But getting up will come in time And we're all gone or going away
6.
It was raining on Sixth and Ninth that night The city streets were so cold You turned the corner and caught my eye And since those days we’ve grown old But I keep on trying every time to keep you from sinking so low Now I'm leaving you here with songs of hope in rhyme That’ll live on after I go You’re mourning for days of distant times but moments like that come and go It’s hard to leave them all behind Believe me darling I know But I keep on trying every time to keep you from sinking so low Now I'm leaving you here with songs of hope in rhyme That’ll live on after I go I left so many lives behind that I could not stand But with all the days to come we're running out of time But I keep on trying every time to keep you from sinking so low Now I'm leaving you here with songs of hope in rhyme That’ll live on after I go
7.
Now and Then 03:05
Now you take what comes and you leave the rest Then you hang your head and try to forget Now you hide your heart like an ancient tomb Then you leave this world like an autumn stone You’re leaving the shade of your soul unbroken With no time to spare while those doors are open Doors are open
8.
Look My Way 03:03
Desire is gone for all the souls that have been down here The moment is done I feel like I’m going away The frenzy is on sometimes dragging me down in four ways Burning inside I feel I might call it a day Oh, right now come look my way I'm right here come look my way Moments of doubt are all you have when you’re down here Like legions of stone They’re never really going away Enter the fire I just don’t matter to anyone here And I’m feeling like now I’m sure I’ll never be saved Oh, right now come look my way I'm right here come look my way
9.
Every day I’m standing outside of you Fading fast away I take my time getting through Long lost signs are hanging outside the door Coming home again I’ll waste my time never more Not giving up, giving up this time Not going back for a losing fight Cause you'll stand wasting if you can’t carry the weight I feel like getting on Distant storms are now raging inside within Drowning fast in a wave we cast our cares to the wind Empty dreams are waking beside of you Hold them close when you feel the endless days slipping through Not giving up, giving up this time Not going back for a losing fight Cause you'll stand wasting if you can’t carry the weight I feel like getting on
10.
Days of Grey 02:42
Take your time and watch what’s going on When it’s hard to keep moving on And you feel that it’s all a waste of time with no way back, with no way back I feel that I’m falling over I’m giving my days away I’m hearing you calling over You want to keep on going but the stars are gone and we should call it a night Raise your head and stop and wonder why Raise your heart to the cold darkened sky And you feel like there’s now some missing sign you can’t wait for, you can’t wait for I feel that I’m falling over I’m giving my days away I’m hearing you calling over You want to keep on going but the stars are gone and we should call it a night
11.
Last Dime 02:35
I stand to go leaving for you now It seems a long time ago But I call again to lay it out for you now Don’t write me off on the wind Every day and every night I call and call till I find the time to say I’m coming home to you Drowning in my mind, my heart’s here for you now I’d fly away in your arms But I’m waiting for a sign that my heart’s still beating now cause I’ve stopped believing in time Every day and every night I call and call till I find the time to say I’m coming home to you
12.
The sun shines hard on your face The wind blows slow across your skin The sound of silence in the air as the day burns slowly to the end And I say it loud so that you’ll hear When I fall down you lift me up dear I know now, I know it’s so clear You lift the cloud every time that you’re near And I’d walk for miles to see you smile I’m raging inside once again There’s no time left to pretend I’m tearing these walls all away There’s nothing left now to say And I say it loud so that you’ll hear When I fall down you lift me up dear I know now, I know it’s so clear You lift the cloud every time that you’re near And I’d walk for miles to see you smile
13.
Desiree 02:57
Desiree all your time has gone by Along the way you used them all to get by but I feel like I’m loving you hard Desiree in your mind you know why You can’t get away from all the pain of this life but I feel like I’m loving you hard Why do I take and leave you down here every night? Why do I always feel so tired all the time? When I’m hiding inside you make my walls come tumbling down with just one look in your eye Desiree in your mind you know why You can’t get away from all the pain of this life but I feel like I’m loving you hard Why do I take and leave you down here every night? Why do I always feel so tired all the time? When I’m hiding inside you make my walls come tumbling down with just one look in your eye
14.
Without Me 03:43
I took for signs your very lives And for your sake I changed mine But every song must end some way And every life and love must end on some dark day So now my time with you is done And all my rhymes have all been sung I’m going home into the light Please forgive me if I never said goodbye Gardens will grow without me here And all you kids without me near I hope you'll take this last advice: Be kind and true and always do what is right I’ll miss you dears, I’ll miss your smiles I’ll miss your laughs and I’ll miss your trials I’m flying home out of this night but keep me close and everything will be all right

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The third National Steel record, "Threnody," was originally begun in 2007. After a year and a half of work, the record was half finished when it was shelved at the end of 2008 because Hattem had returned to school. Ten years later, having received a PhD in American History, he resumed working on the record, finishing it by writing all the lyrics, recording all the vocals, adding two new songs to the twelve original songs tracked in 2007-08, and mixing and mastering the record.

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released November 25, 2018

*all lyrics written by Michael Hattem between April and July 2018. Original recordings were made between 2007 and 2008 in Brooklyn and Staten Island, while final tracking (including some instruments and all vocals) was done between April and July 2018 in New Haven, CT. Final mixing was done between July and September 2018 and the record was mastered in October.

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National Steel Galesburg, Illinois

National Steel is the retro lo-fi Americana/Indie Pop recording project of Michael Hattem, who, in addition to writing the songs and playing almost all of the instruments, self-produces the records. Referred to as "cosmological freak-out Americana" by one reviewer, National Steel melds indie folk songwriting with retro pop instrumental and production sensibilities. ... more

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